Busy week ahead!!!

It's 3am on Tuesday right now and I just completed my handphone stuff!! Flash in the new firmware for my N73 last saturday and I take few days to reinstall those software, games, themes, bla bla bla... back into my phone... Damn Mah Fan!!! That's the limitation of Symbian OS... But no choice, no budget, have to continue using my phone...

Well, this week is really busy ahead due to test and assignment submission on Thursday, another test on Saturday, but yet I'm still doing nothing which is related with these stuff!! Haha... Gosh, time is getting lesser and lesser, and if I don't have sufficient time to study for my test, I can predict how's the result on my final exam!!! Later class on 9am, gotta suffer till 5pm only manage to finish my class, coz dunno which intelligent person in Utar arranging such a pack time table for my course!!! So, again and again, I didn't do my tutorials for tomorrow's class, and I'm still practicing such an unhealthy behaviour although my experienced before already warned my that this isn't gotta work If I wanna get better results!!! It's week 8 now, and yet I'm still the same, laziness is still the main barrier or distractions.... It's easy to figure out the problems on myself and set up my target, own pormises, or even time-table(although i never implement this!!!), but when the day has arrived and it's time to work on my target, I'm still repeating my ownself history and I really know what's gotta happen next!!! Haiz... Changing ain't easy but I'm trying my best right now to balance back my daily routine by reducing my drama time, gaming time, MSN time..... A compliment for myself is that for this semester I manage to spend more time on my test compared to semester be4.... A good step ahead and I really gotta concentrate on my studies right after this!!!

Although better results couldn't guarantee a bright future ahead, but I'm sure that if I'm still repeating my own history, my future in engineering field is going darker and darker.... Perhaps I'm still use to the "spoon-fed" environment practiced in TARC which causing such condition and situation like this right now... A saying from Mr. Ong which sounded "It's because of your laziness which causing you to suffer in Uni life" is really TRUE!!!

Hmm, seems like tonight I wrote too much on my ownself feelings!!! Haha... What to do, I'm the kinda person who doesn't share my own feelings with others... Even family!!! Unless it's really out of my control.... Almost 3.30 in the moring now, and I'm still writing this useless blog which I should have slept now... Haha...