1st of March!!!

Hmmmmm, it's 1 in the morning now, the first day in March 09, and I've decided to start blogging again since i stopped it for few month ago... Well, at first I was thinking about to create my own website to post my own blog and share some knowledge with others... But, creating my own website is time consuming and I'm sure that I'll not manage it well in the future since I'm quite laze sincerely... wahahaha... So lastly I choose blogspot as my blogging platform since it's all well prepared!!! Suit my style and I have to say good bye to my yiming88.multiply.com...

Honestly, I do feel that blogging on web is not as nice as to have my own diary coz once I posted my feelings, thinkings, problems, bla bla bla... meaning that I'm telling the whole world bout myself and sometimes some secrets too.... Perhaps!!! This is why I've been stopping from blogging for such a long time... However, I've created this blog and start posting again!!! What the heck am I doing?? Well, coz I'm thinking that sometimes I really need to express my feelings and I figure out Blogging is the only way... Friends? no way, human-being is the most dangerous creatures in the world and I wouldn't tell anyone bout my problems and feelings... HAHA!!! Diary?? no way also coz my writing is really sucks!!! So I'll just post whatever I think it's ok to let the others know and for sure I'll keep my own secrets in the deep of my heart...

Well, when talking bout feelings, recently I think I've found my path back on track again coz before this I really lost in the middle of nowhere... It's understandable coz I had my holidays since Sept 08 till Jan 09 and I spend all my time during holidays for working... Being a software deployment @ CSC for bout 4 months, then suddenly my new semester start again!!! Nvm, when my studies @ Utar started, CNY was jz around the corner!!! What the heck!! How could I settle down myself to concentrate on my studies? Then after CNY, the CNY mood still couldn't switch off, until I finally sick!!! haha... So despite all these distractions, I've finally found back my study mood and this final exam is really important for me.... It's really a Do or Die moment coz last semester my results was the worst ever in my life!!! It's true coz I really never thinking bout having those results in my life... Well, I know what's the reasons causing such a bad results for last semesters and I'm fixing it right now... Hopefully I have sufficient time to do it and to give my best shot in final... Come on, I'm not hoping to stay another year for my study!!!

So, I think it's the end for my first blog, will deco my layout very soon coz it's too late now...